A Heart a Day 2

A Heart a Day

Fri 2:13 AM Jan 14, 2011

This heart comes from my mother, the one that has given her entire life to keep me alive.

the one that never gave up hope when she was told that trying to save me was a waste of time.

She has done more than this, she understands my frustrations, tolerated my mood swings

she listens to me whenever I get some crazy idea of something to talk about

always with a smile

positive like no one else

firm in her believes about God, even when I come up with some crazy way on how he is nothing like the God she believes in

to be perfectly hones, she is the strongest woman I know with the most patients of all

and the horrible part of all this, I am the only one that can brake thru that

I can make her loose her cool like no one in the world and she does the same to me

Over protective, always trying to help me

even when all I am trying to do is feel like a normal person

she just cant

but I understand

she has fought for so long for my wellbeing it would be ridiculous for me to ruin it all just because I'm trying to prove something to the air

I love my mother and its been for ever since I told her this

and I should be telling her this every day

letting her know how much she means to me

But those words are like an unknown dialect to me this days

I am afraid, the day I say those words it would me my last day.

I would have to say, the only reason I have been able to live thru all my surgeries

its because I inherited my mothers strength and learned to tolerate all the painful things

that my life has to bring

some people say I inspired them and that only makes me laugh

because maybe they haven't really met my mother

I have physical and some mental strength for my kind of life

but my mother has Spiritual strength

one thing that at times I lack

but she re-builds it with her words

So that is why this heart comes from her, because she is my other pillar of strength

and all the good things that I am I owe them to her.